Won't you believe it it's just my luck, you're in that school again

Tuesday.

Rushing to the bus stop, only to see my bus slowly putter away. It's Tuesday, second day of the posting and I'm already unmotivated and late. Lecture was a major bore.

Medical education is as such: overload the students with knowledge, force then to cram, torture them, flog them, so that they'd remember all sorts of useless facts until the exam when students will dump all the information they're not meant to keep anyway. Spent my time blogging on the phone instead. Why do i even bother going to those damn lectures?

Gave up, left school early, since I wasn't learning anything. In fact i don't even recall learning anything in that morning.

It's weird. Why am I the only one who's not seeing school for what it is, some useless painful process that doesn't benefit anyone?

Or maybe I'm just being the one who's crazy, useless and too weak to cope with the deluge of information. I hate myself.



Lunched with my classmates, and they're all into gossip that I had somehow missed out on along the way. It's weird. I feel left out, even if it's just vain gossip. Didn't know a thing about what they were talking about, so just sipped the soup to look busy.

Out of school, and off to Orchard. There's better things to do than to just sit through lectures where I learn nothing.


Cedele cappuccino with organic soy milk. Tastes sorta weird. But it's not too bad. Expensive though.