Saturday's Sad

Not really in a writing mood. The world has passed me by.

And people are depressing. Call me crazy or insane, but I think the world's ganging up against me, ignoring me en masse. It's sad. I know I have no right to feel self pity. If they choose to ignore me it's probably my own bloody fault.

Hello darkness my old friend.

Maybe I'm just paranoid. I'm probably just being paranoid. Oh whatever. My brain's an unreliable piece of shit prone to delusional thoughts like that.

I have no right to wallow in self pity. It's not a valid choice. Only choice is to soldier on, so, my brain, please shut up willya. Self destruction's not an option, even if nobody else gives a damn.

Completed Elite Beat Agents on Cruisin' mode, same day as Richie (that dood's fast).

Ordered and paid for the DS flash cart via ATM funds transfer.

Went to IKEA with parents. Going out with parents suck, because they decide EVERYTHING, and they's always bitching about one thing or another, and they're a major embarassment in public when they behave like self-pitying whiney cranky senior citizens who don't give a damn about anyone else.

Looks like the worst had happened. I find it really hard to love my parents anymore if they become the very kind of people I hate.

Lotsa weirdass displays there, including a turntable that's probably way older than me.

Decided to buy a chair for my room, to replace that piece of crap that's falling into pieces. It certainly didn't feel secure the past 3 times I felt the tremors from Indonesian earthquakes.

Most chairs simply didn't feel right, except for the $49 one with cushioned seat and back.

Pranksterism: stack the CD racks so high no one else can reach it, and place some CD boxes on the top rack so that anyone who wants to dismantle it can't just lift the whole thing down to a lower area, or the CD boxes will fall off.

I seriously wonder if any other 22 year-old's as pranksterish as I am.

Had a quick look at Courts too. Tried out the Sennheiser PX100 headphones which are worshipped by many. They're not bad, but the Sony clip-ons I had (worth $20+, got it bundled with MP3 player already sounds 3/4 as good as those $90 cans).

Went back to IKEA to buy the CD racks, the wastepaper basket and the chair, since they're all bulky.

My parents are miserly assholes, so we ended up walking about 3 bus stops to the correct bus-stop rather than taking a taxi. With me holding the bulky box holding the unassembled chair of course.

Home.


Wastepaper basket.


Unassembled chair.


The parts.


Assembled chair.